Yeah sometimes I still blog

I wish I was more creative. Or I am creative but I am not sure where my niche is. Maybe I should start playing the cello. Is that even how you spell that?

I am out of things right now.

Shoes

I bought shoes! I finnaly found shoes that are cute, durable, and comfortable. They were even under a hundred dollars! Actually my Mom found them, she and I went shopping and after being dragged to many a store so that I could look at all the shoes in the store (every store) my Mom was able to identify the perfect pair of shoes! I am so excited.

I really really wish I had a copy of that song 'New Shoes' it would be so very apporopriate. I am so excited.

There is currently the biggest house centipede in my sink. I am freaking out. I think it may eat me.

Do it Now

Everyone, please go and clean out your fridge. If you are sitting there thinking that you do not need to clean out your fridge, that you know the exact contents of your fridge and when you bought it, you most of all need to clean out your fridge. If you are thinking that there is nothing growing mold in your fridge, you are wrong, there are at least three things growing mold in your fridge. And that hummus that Heather gave you that you thought you had finished weeks ago, is growing no less than four different types of mold.

On the upside, your fridge will be mold free and oh so roomy.

Friday Night

I went to a fantastic party last night, one of those that makes me think that I will look back on this time in my life with incredible fondness. It was being hosted by a few people that I had lived with for a couple years who then moved out and got an apartment together. It was two of their birthdays plus a little graduation party. It was a house party where there were a whole bunch of people who I did not know and who didn't know each other, but it was all cozy anyway. there was meat on the barbeque and a lot of wine and beer (fencing tournament today meant I could not drink). There were two birthday cakes, one of which was dropped on the floor, but still salavagable. By the time the cakes were brought out though there were no more plates left so we all ate cake out of mugs. There were also very few spoons so people started eating wtih spatulas and wooden spoons. There was also roof sitting... but being uncomfortable wtih the amount of drunk people on the tiny, possibly rotting out, roof I stayed inside and played guitar hero.

Yeah, there is something terribly awesome about being in my 20's and having very few responsibilties.

Conundrum

I find it very odd that you can love where you are, but at the same time, miss where you used to be.

Good Life

I had a party last night, with a few great friends all hanging out in one room. I made crepes and brushetta and they were enjoyed by all. Even my friend who doesn't like tomatoe.

Today I spent an hour at the beach reading a book. Tonight I will make and eat one of my favouritest meals, and have dessert of strawberries and whip cream. I will drink red wine. I will wonder why I am so lucky.

Sunscreen

I was out searching for sunscreen today. I have 4 things I am looking for in sunscreen: spf of agt least 30, waterproof, moisturizing and smells nice. I have only found this combo once.... three years ago my Mom bought Suntanicals sunscreen by Banana Boat. I walked around with smooth skin, swimming when I felt like it, smelling good and fending off the sun. That was perhaps the greatest summer ever. The following summer I used the remainder of what I bought the previous summer (I had a few half used bottles because I kept losing the bottle and buying another one). Last summer though, I was not able to buy any more. As far as I can tell they have stopped making it! The only suntanicals sunscreen I can find has SPF 8. I would get more sun protection if I just asked the sun nicely not to burn me.

I tried again today... three stores... all failure... mind you one was a business depot so there wasn't any sunscreen there. I am devastated.

Saturday

I spring cleaned my room today. Cleaned the windows, washed stuff, dusted... even cleaned my fish bowl. Vacuuming occurred. I am now at home with my parents. I just watched the Ruins. It is a terrible movie at the start but it gets much better.

I am very much looking forward to the summer... but it also means that a whole school year has gone by and I haven't really accomplished anything.

Busy Week

Had a surprisingly busy week this week.... well not really that busy, just Monday night and Wednesday night I was out so late that the following day I was too tired to do anything, I just ended up going to bed.

So I haven't really balanced my bank account this week... or cleaned out my emails. I have aboout 47 emails to go through.

It's nice when I am busy, but always in the back of my mind is the steady build up of life maintenace stuff.

Chopstickery

On Friday I ate Japanese food and managed to use chopsticks the whole time! I am insanely proud of this fact. And I tried a lot of new stuff. I am liking this trying new stuff thing. I also got to drive a go cart for the first time ever. It was terrifying at first, but once I realized that I wouldn't die if I was hit, it got cool. I had a great time but I don't think this will become a habit. Very hard to read books while driving a go kart.

I'm thinking of making crepes this week, but I don't really want to go out and buy whip cream. But I have nuttella... maybe I will make rissotto.

I had an awesomely lazy day today. I got a lot of reading done today, which was great. Why did I never manage to do that while in school?

Links

Just noticed that Shashi changed my name to Christine on her blog. Weird.

Titles are hard to think of!

I fenced last night and a girl I fence with regularly (but who has been off because of knee problems) said that I had made some distinct progress! Which is awesome, because I have been trying harder!

There are 3 tournaments in April, but schedule wise I can't make it to any of them. The one I really want to go to is on the same day as a close family friend's birthday party, so that blows. I think tonight I will have to choose one and then schedule around that.

This Saturday, other than lunch with my brother and Yvonne, I have to go to the mall because the boots I bought at the start of February have a whole in them. This is very sucky because I spent an a lot on them so Iwould finnnaly have quality boots, instead of having to replace them every year. Now I have to see if I can return them, and what if they don't have any boots left in stock? What do I do then??

I have also been looking into buying Puma shoes, but their website is horribly un-navigatable.

Today was a good day! Maybe because I spent yesterday at the Career Centre 'Exploring my Options' so I am starting to realize that there is hope for a future. Could you take me seriously as a life coach? It was in the section I was looking in. Would people go to a 24 year old life coach? What knowledge could I possibly have? I could show people where to get on the subway so you get off at just the right spot... but only for some stops.

Sound Effects

On Friday my parents and I spent a day at a conservation area. Part of it was a tour of a created Native Canadian community. One lady who gave us a tour was so excited, and had so much knowledge about what she was telling us that she spoke in sound effects. I would love to have so much passion for something, that I could speak in sound effects.

Sometimes it feels like I will never accomplish anything. I don't even seem to have an interest in anything job like.... or any sort of passion. Actually I currently have a few passions. I shall list them:

1. Olive Oil
2. The smell of cucumbers
3. The colour light green and pale pink
4. Spring
5. Tulips
6. The idea that perhaps... maybe... I might have a future.

I feel like I am looking for inspirations.. something. But very little seems to spark anything.

Weekend

This whole weekend it has felt like summer. Heat more than warmth. I've wanted to wear tank tops and skirts. Running shoes instead of winter boots. I look forward to wandering around in the city without gloves and a coat and a scarf. I look forard to lying on the beach and reading. Drinking red wine with the windows open. Eating on patios. Warm nights, long warm nights. I love the summer.

I will buy a beach towel soon. And new running shoes that will last more than two months (Screw you payless). And I will explore restaurants in the Cheapeats book Heather gave me. Like we did today, very good food with nice atmosphere, Heather is a very good restaurant picker.

I am in love with pesto, and olive oil right now.

Subway Ride

Since daylight savings time I have been able to enjoy a different view out of the subway window (it's actually more of a monorail). I catch the end of sunrise, where things are a soft pink instead of the intense reds and oranges (which I love). I was looking at it and thought that THAT colour was dusty rose, not the horendous colour of all of my high school furninture. Then I realized that the sunrise was more of a powder pink, that was dusted on the sky, it itself was not dusty.

Morning

Last night I had a party and a couple of my friends slept over. In the morning around 5 am we had to go move my friend's car so she wouldn't get a ticket. The world was quiet and the snow was freshly plowed. As it turns out 5 am is very peaceful.

We got back to my apartment and it was very calming to know that two of my close friends were sleeping in my apartment all cozy and warm. I watched the sunrise through the window, life is good.

Two people came in my work to have a meeting with our product manager. Right as they were about to tell me who they were looking for one of my co-workers began singing happy birthday over the intercom for someone who's birthday it was that day. The two guests looked at each other, and then started singing along. One even gave a 'Cha cha cha' at the end of the song. I love people who are willing to play along.