So I've discovered that facing your fears is good. I know that this is common knowledge. I'm pretty sure that every guest who has ever been on Oprah has said it, in fact I think Ashton Kutcher even said it when he was on. But I've been discovering for myself just how good it can be. You discover that it wasn't as bad as you thought, or you discover that it was, but that you can live through it.
That is some of what I'm taking from this whole mess that has been the past couple of months.
I never thought I would live through breaking up with Rene, and I have. I mean it's not over yet, there's still a back load of emotional crap that will take a long time to rid myself of, but I've lived.
This mess with the girl-who-ignores-me has been especially helpful. She was my best friend at school, I met her the first week. We spent a lot of time together. I thought I would never survive at school without her. She even edited all of my essays. It got to the point that I felt like I couldn't do that without her. But I have survived school without her. My essays are just as good without her reading them, instead I have Heather and Steph and many others have offered. I've learned that I can live without her. It's been really good for me this weird thing with her.
So facing your fears can be good. Whenever I'm scared of something and I'm making myself crazy worrying about it, my mom always says; "The world won't end will it?" I never really listend before when she said that, cause come on, when you're freaking out over a final exam those words won't really help you. But now I think I understand those words better.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Courtesy Post
I haven't posted for awhile. So I figured I would. I'm done exams and I've moved home. Unfortunetly now I have to unpack. I've decided that own too much stuff, way too much stuff. I want to go through everything I own and get rid of absolutely everything. I also have too many books. I never thought that was possible, but I do. Does anyone know of a place where I can sell used books?
OK I must go unpack.
OK I must go unpack.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Tracker
OK I know I just posted but I had to write something.
So I was looking at my tracking system and I have many questions but first:
Shashi I share your uneasyness about the fact that we have tracking systems, it sort of reveals our tragic sadness as a group. I also think it's sad that I'm responding to a comment you made in a different blog. I think we all might need help. But the thing is I've decided that I like reading people's blogs. So I've decided to say this instead of seeking help; I will not horribly judge people if I note that they look at my blog 5 times a day (or more), I will love you all for who you are, even though we are all horribly addicted to blogs.
Anyway back to my tracker system. Janet that Texas person also found my blog. They stayed for over a minute, I have no idea who they are. There has also been a visitor from the UK (Eve, they found me through the word 'Casanova', I believe that is hilariously your doing), and someone from Singapore who found me through my brother. There is also someone in Hamilton Ontario frequently reading my blog. But I cannot think of who it would be... um.... so Hamilton person... who are you? And someone from Quebec, who might be my cousin, but hey I don't know. And a few from Kingston, and that's either Eve or Kelly, I can't tell which.
Oh and of course there are check ins from Daley, so; "Hi Daley!"
That's all the tracker thoughts I have.
So I was looking at my tracking system and I have many questions but first:
Shashi I share your uneasyness about the fact that we have tracking systems, it sort of reveals our tragic sadness as a group. I also think it's sad that I'm responding to a comment you made in a different blog. I think we all might need help. But the thing is I've decided that I like reading people's blogs. So I've decided to say this instead of seeking help; I will not horribly judge people if I note that they look at my blog 5 times a day (or more), I will love you all for who you are, even though we are all horribly addicted to blogs.
Anyway back to my tracker system. Janet that Texas person also found my blog. They stayed for over a minute, I have no idea who they are. There has also been a visitor from the UK (Eve, they found me through the word 'Casanova', I believe that is hilariously your doing), and someone from Singapore who found me through my brother. There is also someone in Hamilton Ontario frequently reading my blog. But I cannot think of who it would be... um.... so Hamilton person... who are you? And someone from Quebec, who might be my cousin, but hey I don't know. And a few from Kingston, and that's either Eve or Kelly, I can't tell which.
Oh and of course there are check ins from Daley, so; "Hi Daley!"
That's all the tracker thoughts I have.
Monday after one looooong weekend
I have a lot to say in this post, at least I think I do, so it might me terribly rambly.
Coffee with Angus was delicious. Neither of us had coffee. But we had good conversation, then got kicked out when it closed.
The weekend was long. Just because work was long and frustrating. We had mostly new cashiers. New as in they didn't work there when I last worked, which was two weekends ago. So it was very frustrating in that they did not know the routines and constantly need help. I always enjoy training, it's just very hard to do it when everyone does not know what to do.
My parents had close family friends over on Saturday night. Two couples that they met through baseball. They were celberating my Dad, and one of the other man's impending birthdays. They talked and chatted about everything. I went to bed at ten while they played cards in the kitchen. The sound of their talking and laughter was a very comforting sound to fall asleep to.
I came back last night. My room looks wonderfully big with less stuff in it. Moving back is still going to take a lot of packing, but a lot is gone.
Today I got messaged before going to the library that a bunch of people were going out to a diner for lunch. I came back at 12:20 (ten minutes before departure) to find that 'a bunch' consisted of over 20 people. It was really good actually to see a lot of my friends from school in one room. You see I love most of the people on my floor. And then we have people who have sort of 'glomed' on to our floor. They don't live here, but they know someone who does, and because our floor is so friendly we just adopt them and invite them to everything, and now they've become friends with everyone else. We went to this place called Flo's diner. When we got there the maitre D looked at us and asked how many, we said about 20. He asked "are you all eating?!?" we all said yes. We got seperated into three tables. My table was the smallest, but I liked everyone at it, and there was good conversation. I decided that we were the mob table, because we were in the corner, with no windows so there could be no sneak attacks. Elena (a small hilarious Chinese girl) who was right in the apex of the corner became the godmother. I had a chocolate milk shake and a hamburger that filled me up. My friend and I then spent the walk back complaining about how full we were. It was a very good time and I'm glad I went.
Ah so apparently my brother has discovered my blog. He is quite proud of his detective work. Oh and Janet I have no idea who in texas would find your blog that way. I asked my parents and apparently I do not know anyone in Texas. I assume that there is someone there who knows a different Christine.
Mike is coming over tonight for dinner. Then I will sleep. Then I will go to the library for all of Tuesday.
I'm looking forward to coming home, but after today's dinner I realized that I will in fact miss all these people.
Coffee with Angus was delicious. Neither of us had coffee. But we had good conversation, then got kicked out when it closed.
The weekend was long. Just because work was long and frustrating. We had mostly new cashiers. New as in they didn't work there when I last worked, which was two weekends ago. So it was very frustrating in that they did not know the routines and constantly need help. I always enjoy training, it's just very hard to do it when everyone does not know what to do.
My parents had close family friends over on Saturday night. Two couples that they met through baseball. They were celberating my Dad, and one of the other man's impending birthdays. They talked and chatted about everything. I went to bed at ten while they played cards in the kitchen. The sound of their talking and laughter was a very comforting sound to fall asleep to.
I came back last night. My room looks wonderfully big with less stuff in it. Moving back is still going to take a lot of packing, but a lot is gone.
Today I got messaged before going to the library that a bunch of people were going out to a diner for lunch. I came back at 12:20 (ten minutes before departure) to find that 'a bunch' consisted of over 20 people. It was really good actually to see a lot of my friends from school in one room. You see I love most of the people on my floor. And then we have people who have sort of 'glomed' on to our floor. They don't live here, but they know someone who does, and because our floor is so friendly we just adopt them and invite them to everything, and now they've become friends with everyone else. We went to this place called Flo's diner. When we got there the maitre D looked at us and asked how many, we said about 20. He asked "are you all eating?!?" we all said yes. We got seperated into three tables. My table was the smallest, but I liked everyone at it, and there was good conversation. I decided that we were the mob table, because we were in the corner, with no windows so there could be no sneak attacks. Elena (a small hilarious Chinese girl) who was right in the apex of the corner became the godmother. I had a chocolate milk shake and a hamburger that filled me up. My friend and I then spent the walk back complaining about how full we were. It was a very good time and I'm glad I went.
Ah so apparently my brother has discovered my blog. He is quite proud of his detective work. Oh and Janet I have no idea who in texas would find your blog that way. I asked my parents and apparently I do not know anyone in Texas. I assume that there is someone there who knows a different Christine.
Mike is coming over tonight for dinner. Then I will sleep. Then I will go to the library for all of Tuesday.
I'm looking forward to coming home, but after today's dinner I realized that I will in fact miss all these people.
Friday, April 22, 2005
Title and Exam
Heather asked why I changed my name. Well I changed the title of the blog because I had a whole anoniminity complex, and mystery meat was the first thing I thought of that had the word Mystery in it. If you note I have changed it again (or will when I am done this post).
I wrote my crim law exam. And I believe I nailed it! I used all of my time, because it was a lot of writing. I think I answered everything beautifully. One of the best parts was that when we were leaving our exam procter said (while standing on a chair) "there is another exam still in progress so please be quiet when you leave...... Be wary wary quiet!" For the uniniated she was doing a hilarious Elmer Fudd impression, but she was not hunting wabbits.
I go home to work this weekend, I really need the money. I've been spending way too much lately. I will also be drinking coffee with Angus tonight before he leaves tomorrow.
My room is currently a mess. Everything I won't be needing next week is coming home today. This is a really good feeling, packing. I'm ready to move out I think, although I may feel different next week. I'm tired of all the drama of living here. I mean it's been wonderful, I've had a lot of great times and there are a lot of great memories here. And some parts of moving home are going to suck. I think I'll be a little lonely, but maybe that will be nice and refreshing after living with 40 people.
Things I'm looking forward to leaving behind:
1. Wearing flip flops in the shower
2. Having a broken toilet that just constantly drains
3. Worrying if the girl next to me can hear my conversations through our open windows
4. The constant noise
5. Not always getting to watch what I want on TV
6. Having to change out of PJs
7. Girl who's not talking to me
8. General backstabbing and gossipness of residence
9. The horrible awful and repetitive food
10. I guess the stress of school.
There's probably more on that list but whatever.
I wrote my crim law exam. And I believe I nailed it! I used all of my time, because it was a lot of writing. I think I answered everything beautifully. One of the best parts was that when we were leaving our exam procter said (while standing on a chair) "there is another exam still in progress so please be quiet when you leave...... Be wary wary quiet!" For the uniniated she was doing a hilarious Elmer Fudd impression, but she was not hunting wabbits.
I go home to work this weekend, I really need the money. I've been spending way too much lately. I will also be drinking coffee with Angus tonight before he leaves tomorrow.
My room is currently a mess. Everything I won't be needing next week is coming home today. This is a really good feeling, packing. I'm ready to move out I think, although I may feel different next week. I'm tired of all the drama of living here. I mean it's been wonderful, I've had a lot of great times and there are a lot of great memories here. And some parts of moving home are going to suck. I think I'll be a little lonely, but maybe that will be nice and refreshing after living with 40 people.
Things I'm looking forward to leaving behind:
1. Wearing flip flops in the shower
2. Having a broken toilet that just constantly drains
3. Worrying if the girl next to me can hear my conversations through our open windows
4. The constant noise
5. Not always getting to watch what I want on TV
6. Having to change out of PJs
7. Girl who's not talking to me
8. General backstabbing and gossipness of residence
9. The horrible awful and repetitive food
10. I guess the stress of school.
There's probably more on that list but whatever.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
CRIM LAW!
CRIM LAW!!! TOMORROW AT 9!!! If you read this between the hours of 9 and 11, think good thoughts for me please!
Oh and you may now all feel free to use intoxication as a defence, be wrongfully convicted, have your stuff searched and seized, be interrogated, be arrested and detained, seek bail, file a guilty plea and try to plea bargain.
Oh and you may now all feel free to use intoxication as a defence, be wrongfully convicted, have your stuff searched and seized, be interrogated, be arrested and detained, seek bail, file a guilty plea and try to plea bargain.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Happy Birthday to Janet and other less important stuff
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!
She's 21! Yay!!!! Enjoy your day.
I spent the day studying. My eyes hurt. But I do feel that now I can search and seize thing with impunity. Ohhhhhh there are so many crazy rules to follow. And you know what? Even if the police break all those rules and trample all over your rights the evidence can still be deemed admissable, as long as it does not bring the administration of justice into disrepute. The courts are slightly wishy washy as to what exactly brings the administration of justice into disrepute, but (and I know you will all feel better knowing this), if a police officer thinks you may possibly have drugs (and they don't have a warrant) this does not give them the right to grab you by the throat and wrestle you to the ground. EVEN if they are yell "police officer!" at you.
Tomorrow is rights upon arrest and detention. So all of you please refrain from being arressted or detained until tomorrow afternoon. And please don't even THINK of being interreogated, I 'm no where close to that section, so I would be unable to advise.
Jocelyn is on her way down now, who knows what crazyness will get up to?
She's 21! Yay!!!! Enjoy your day.
I spent the day studying. My eyes hurt. But I do feel that now I can search and seize thing with impunity. Ohhhhhh there are so many crazy rules to follow. And you know what? Even if the police break all those rules and trample all over your rights the evidence can still be deemed admissable, as long as it does not bring the administration of justice into disrepute. The courts are slightly wishy washy as to what exactly brings the administration of justice into disrepute, but (and I know you will all feel better knowing this), if a police officer thinks you may possibly have drugs (and they don't have a warrant) this does not give them the right to grab you by the throat and wrestle you to the ground. EVEN if they are yell "police officer!" at you.
Tomorrow is rights upon arrest and detention. So all of you please refrain from being arressted or detained until tomorrow afternoon. And please don't even THINK of being interreogated, I 'm no where close to that section, so I would be unable to advise.
Jocelyn is on her way down now, who knows what crazyness will get up to?
Felt like posting
I chatted with Mike before I went to bed last night. Always good to chat with Mike. He always makes me laugh and then I feel better about everything, everything in the whole world. For those of you who are thinking; "Mike! I haven't talked to Mike in years! I wonder how he's doing!" He's doing well. He's happy at university and is going through exciting stuff at work. He's grown and changed since graduation, probably a lot more than I realize because I still see him a lot. But he's still got his essential Mikeness.
Anyway study time.
Anyway study time.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
A few days info
It seems that I am always not blogging for a little bit and then summarize what happens in my life. I have decided that I am ok with that, so that pattern will continue.
Saturday night I went out with Angus. And got horrendously drunk. 10 shots in 2 hours drunk. The shots were delicious. When I got home I really liked my floor, I really wanted to sleep on it. I also had an MSN conversation with Jo. After reading the transcript of it, I learned that I got really mad at the letter g. Other than that Angus and I ate Swiss Challet and went to Chapters. I bought a copy of my favourite book, Tuesdays With Morrie. Thank you so much Heather for lending me that book in high school.
Sunday was.. I don't remember what occured on Sunday. Oh lots of studying. That was nice. Oh and no hangover.
Monday I wrote my Greek Mythology Exam. I believe it went well. I was all over the response passages, being eloquent and smart. One of the Short Answer questions was "What year was the Greek Alphabet Invented?" I did not know that, but it was only worth 1 mark so whatever.
Oh as an interjection I must say that I hate the shortening of the word "whatever" into "whatev" or "whatevs" annoys the crap out of me.
Monday night was dinner with Janet. We went to this nice restaurant, that's so beautiful and has wonderful atmosphere. The atmosphere always makes me feel so adult when I eat there. The pizza I had was delicious. Then we had dessert (cake!) and we chatted the whole time and then in my room.
I always love talking with Janet. She's always so interesting, and I usually love her perspective on things. She all at once thinks the same and different from me. I also love her conversation style. It's patient. She's always very careful to make sure you understand what she is saying. I also like it when she asks if she's using a word she's unfamiliar with properly. She very rarely missuses a word.
That was what has happend so far. The rest of the week should be hardcore studying. My Crim law exam is on Friday. Jo is coming over on Wednesday. I eat lunch with my old roommate on Friday. Oh big week.
Saturday night I went out with Angus. And got horrendously drunk. 10 shots in 2 hours drunk. The shots were delicious. When I got home I really liked my floor, I really wanted to sleep on it. I also had an MSN conversation with Jo. After reading the transcript of it, I learned that I got really mad at the letter g. Other than that Angus and I ate Swiss Challet and went to Chapters. I bought a copy of my favourite book, Tuesdays With Morrie. Thank you so much Heather for lending me that book in high school.
Sunday was.. I don't remember what occured on Sunday. Oh lots of studying. That was nice. Oh and no hangover.
Monday I wrote my Greek Mythology Exam. I believe it went well. I was all over the response passages, being eloquent and smart. One of the Short Answer questions was "What year was the Greek Alphabet Invented?" I did not know that, but it was only worth 1 mark so whatever.
Oh as an interjection I must say that I hate the shortening of the word "whatever" into "whatev" or "whatevs" annoys the crap out of me.
Monday night was dinner with Janet. We went to this nice restaurant, that's so beautiful and has wonderful atmosphere. The atmosphere always makes me feel so adult when I eat there. The pizza I had was delicious. Then we had dessert (cake!) and we chatted the whole time and then in my room.
I always love talking with Janet. She's always so interesting, and I usually love her perspective on things. She all at once thinks the same and different from me. I also love her conversation style. It's patient. She's always very careful to make sure you understand what she is saying. I also like it when she asks if she's using a word she's unfamiliar with properly. She very rarely missuses a word.
That was what has happend so far. The rest of the week should be hardcore studying. My Crim law exam is on Friday. Jo is coming over on Wednesday. I eat lunch with my old roommate on Friday. Oh big week.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Friday evening
I went dancing. There was a big thing over if we would go or not. At some point everyone going didn't want to go. But we ended up going. Oh and so did girl who ignores me. Except this time she didn't ignore, instead she mumbled stuff about me under her breath to her boyfriend. Except I should explain, she has never learned how to mumble quietly. Usually I could hear her, and I know that everyone else could too.
I was thinking about it... I hadn't been able to figure out what I wanted from this whole situation. I do not miss her friendship anymore. so it's not like I want to be friends with her. I don't want her to cease exisiting, or stop hanging out with all her friends. She has the right to exist, and to be friends with whomever she chooses. But I came to the realization that I have the right to live without someone taking jabs at me, without constant open hostility being directed at me. I just can't think of a way to fix it. I think I'll just have to stick it out.
So anyway... dancing was fun. I did not drink, so it was just me... dancing. There were many people there. It was good. And if I can get all Junior Highish here; I asked a boy to dance. He was standing there, doing nothing. So I asked him. He was very nice, he introduced himself and everything. I'm just proud of myself for asking a boy to dance.
That was my evening. As for tomorrow; I am going to study lots and lots. Angus is coming over at 7! Who knows what antics we'll get up to! And Janet's visiting on Monday after my exam. And Jo on the Wednesday. It should be a good week... except for the studying... and the exam writing.
I am going to go to bed.
I was thinking about it... I hadn't been able to figure out what I wanted from this whole situation. I do not miss her friendship anymore. so it's not like I want to be friends with her. I don't want her to cease exisiting, or stop hanging out with all her friends. She has the right to exist, and to be friends with whomever she chooses. But I came to the realization that I have the right to live without someone taking jabs at me, without constant open hostility being directed at me. I just can't think of a way to fix it. I think I'll just have to stick it out.
So anyway... dancing was fun. I did not drink, so it was just me... dancing. There were many people there. It was good. And if I can get all Junior Highish here; I asked a boy to dance. He was standing there, doing nothing. So I asked him. He was very nice, he introduced himself and everything. I'm just proud of myself for asking a boy to dance.
That was my evening. As for tomorrow; I am going to study lots and lots. Angus is coming over at 7! Who knows what antics we'll get up to! And Janet's visiting on Monday after my exam. And Jo on the Wednesday. It should be a good week... except for the studying... and the exam writing.
I am going to go to bed.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
A Reflection
So yesterday while my friends went shopping, I paid my phone bill. On my way back from the bank I went by Indigo. I noticed that they had a beautiful patio, with benches, flowers and a fountain. Pretty music was also being played. It looked so pretty in the sunshine. I sat on one of those benches and read my Greek Tragedies (oh Oedipus, stabbing your own eyes out didn't solve anything now did it?). It was wonderful (except for the eye stabbing part). I felt all cultured and calm.
I bought the new Joss Stone CD yesterday. I shouldn't have. But I really liked her song "Right to be Wrong".
I guess I should get some studying done before lunch.
I bought the new Joss Stone CD yesterday. I shouldn't have. But I really liked her song "Right to be Wrong".
I guess I should get some studying done before lunch.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Feeling a little left out
So three of my friends are going shopping today. This group of three includes the girl who is ignoring me. I am apparently uninvited on this trip. Now I think these plans were made last night when I had already gone to bed. So that's why I wasn't included. And it's not like I could go anyway because I have lots of studying to do. It just hurts that I wasn't asked. Now I'm wondering stupid stuff like if they all don't like me. So yes I feel left out, even though I couldn't go anyway. It's just nice to be asked.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Why my life rocks
I was sitting outside, in the sun, enjoying nature and reading Oedipus the King. And I realized... that my life rocks. Who lives such a life? Reading interesting and well written works... outside... in the sun... feeling a light breeze. I mean wow.
It reminded me of a Who's the Boss moment. Mona comes in with her bike, talking about all the stuff she was learning in school. And I thought to myself; "What a great life that must be... nothing to do but learn." Then I realized that that was my life, oh those crazy highschool days.
So anyway to sum up... my life rocks.
It reminded me of a Who's the Boss moment. Mona comes in with her bike, talking about all the stuff she was learning in school. And I thought to myself; "What a great life that must be... nothing to do but learn." Then I realized that that was my life, oh those crazy highschool days.
So anyway to sum up... my life rocks.
Le Tuesday
Well the weekend was good. The Grand Opening (because we renovated) was intense. I worked Fri, Sat and Sun. It was indeed crazy busy as I had been told to expect. Saturday night I watched the Incredibles with my parents, except I missed the ending because I needed to sleep. Sunday night I went out to dinner with Angus, we went to Swiss Challet in Aurora. It was delicious, except they gave us Harvey's Fries. Oh that's right Swiss Challet, I know what you did, you can't fool me.
I didn't have to come back down on Sunday (yay no classes) so I went came back Monday night. It was good because I got to go to the bank and get my glasses fixed. And Monday night my Mom and I browsed through Chapters, I found so many books I want to read now.
I guess nothing but studying for the rest of the week. Up first is Greek Mythology!
I didn't have to come back down on Sunday (yay no classes) so I went came back Monday night. It was good because I got to go to the bank and get my glasses fixed. And Monday night my Mom and I browsed through Chapters, I found so many books I want to read now.
I guess nothing but studying for the rest of the week. Up first is Greek Mythology!
Friday, April 08, 2005
Little Wrap Up
I felt like doing a wrap up of what has happened since my last; "what's going on in my life" post.
I went to the party of the girl who doesn't talk to me. It went well I think. I actually danced! Which was surprisingly really fun. It was a nice boost of self-confidence too, to have boys dance with me. It was nice.
Jazz bar night with Angus was amazing. The salad I had was good. Oh and the vanilla cheese cake was amazing. The two chocolate martinis I had were delicious and very intoxicating. The jazz was wonderful as well. It was a very good night! Oh and then Angus and I hung out, and chatted and ate smartfood popcorn. Oh such deliciousness. And then Angus had to leave on the subway before it closed, then I watched Galaxy Quest till 4 in the morning.
Sunday was good, didn't do much but nap, which was very nice.
I don't really recall Monday, but I am certain it was fun. Tuesday was good because my parents showed up and took me out to dinner, saving me from fish night. I had a delicious hamburger, and a nice walk with my parents.
Wednesday was a little sketchy I'll admit. There was a slight personal crisis that made me very sad. I did get to be reminded of how amazing Angus is though, he came down to TO just to hang out with me and make me feel better. We ate pizza that was delieverd late, hilarious pizza man got lost. We also thought that if you made a million dollars, and you liked driving around and the smell of pizza, your hobby could be delievering pizza out of your Mercedes. We also watched the Royal Taunenbaums (that's spelled wrong, but I do not care). I really enjoyed that movie, especially the naration style. So thank you very much Angus, for coming, because it made me feel a lot better.
Thursday was also great, because I spent the day inside because it was raining. Then I rented a movie with two of my friends from last year, and watched them in another residence. Which was very good, because I needed to get out of my residence. After the movie was over I joined the party that was occuring on my floor. It was lots of fun, even though I did not drink. Luckily I left before the throwing up started.
Today I go home, to work at the store's Grand Opening! Apparently it will be packed and crazy busy. But that's ok I think because I will need a distraction.
This week was also the last week of classes. I will miss you Abnormal Psychology, oh all the self diagnosing I did. So far this year I have had OCD, GAD, and many other things. What a wonderful course. Crim law I will miss your hilarity. And all the little details you revealed about law. Intro Criminology I will miss you as well, but I am kinda glad it's over because it led to akwardness because that was the only class I shared with girl who doesn't talk to me. Greek Mythology, you were fun, and interesting, and oh I will miss how the proffessor got so emotionally involved with everything. Deviance and Control, you were fun, but I can't say I miss you terribly. Good bye little classes, I enjoyed each of you!
I guess that is all for now. Perhaps I will post while at home, I do not know. But anyway, on the whole it was a good week.
I went to the party of the girl who doesn't talk to me. It went well I think. I actually danced! Which was surprisingly really fun. It was a nice boost of self-confidence too, to have boys dance with me. It was nice.
Jazz bar night with Angus was amazing. The salad I had was good. Oh and the vanilla cheese cake was amazing. The two chocolate martinis I had were delicious and very intoxicating. The jazz was wonderful as well. It was a very good night! Oh and then Angus and I hung out, and chatted and ate smartfood popcorn. Oh such deliciousness. And then Angus had to leave on the subway before it closed, then I watched Galaxy Quest till 4 in the morning.
Sunday was good, didn't do much but nap, which was very nice.
I don't really recall Monday, but I am certain it was fun. Tuesday was good because my parents showed up and took me out to dinner, saving me from fish night. I had a delicious hamburger, and a nice walk with my parents.
Wednesday was a little sketchy I'll admit. There was a slight personal crisis that made me very sad. I did get to be reminded of how amazing Angus is though, he came down to TO just to hang out with me and make me feel better. We ate pizza that was delieverd late, hilarious pizza man got lost. We also thought that if you made a million dollars, and you liked driving around and the smell of pizza, your hobby could be delievering pizza out of your Mercedes. We also watched the Royal Taunenbaums (that's spelled wrong, but I do not care). I really enjoyed that movie, especially the naration style. So thank you very much Angus, for coming, because it made me feel a lot better.
Thursday was also great, because I spent the day inside because it was raining. Then I rented a movie with two of my friends from last year, and watched them in another residence. Which was very good, because I needed to get out of my residence. After the movie was over I joined the party that was occuring on my floor. It was lots of fun, even though I did not drink. Luckily I left before the throwing up started.
Today I go home, to work at the store's Grand Opening! Apparently it will be packed and crazy busy. But that's ok I think because I will need a distraction.
This week was also the last week of classes. I will miss you Abnormal Psychology, oh all the self diagnosing I did. So far this year I have had OCD, GAD, and many other things. What a wonderful course. Crim law I will miss your hilarity. And all the little details you revealed about law. Intro Criminology I will miss you as well, but I am kinda glad it's over because it led to akwardness because that was the only class I shared with girl who doesn't talk to me. Greek Mythology, you were fun, and interesting, and oh I will miss how the proffessor got so emotionally involved with everything. Deviance and Control, you were fun, but I can't say I miss you terribly. Good bye little classes, I enjoyed each of you!
I guess that is all for now. Perhaps I will post while at home, I do not know. But anyway, on the whole it was a good week.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Janet's survey thingy
Tuesday April 5, 2005
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Christine
2. Cas
3. Curly
THREE SCREENNAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. ummm…
2. I……
3. haven’t had any?
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I’m funny
2. I’m smart
3. I care about others
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I’m indecisive
2. I can be very petty
3. I’m not always the most observant
THREE THINGS YOU ARE PICKY ABOUT
1. People eating my food
2. People who don’t do what they said they were going to do
3. People who talk about you behind your back
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. My Mom
2. My Dad
3. Those who have touched my life
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Dogs
2. What I will do at the end of school
3. Making decisions
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Reading a book
2. Checking email
3. Sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. blue shirt
2. grey pants
3. A watch
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS
1. Barenaked Ladies
2. Jan Arden
3.Mitch Hedberg (his comedy was art)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. Leaving on a Jet Plane
2. Joy to the World – Three Dog Night
3. Leeroy Brown –Frank Sinatra
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT YEAR
1. Getting a new job
2. Get my G
3. Be more assertive
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP1
. Comfort.
2. Endless conversations
3. Specialness
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am bendy
2. I like pizza
3. I love peas
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS THAT APPEAL TO YOU ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. Size, broader than me
2. Nice hair
3. Nice smile
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1. Give up
2. surrender
3. speak portugese, but that may be for lack of trying
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Reading
2. Bike riding
3. Going for quite walks
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO BE DOING REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Studying
2. Sleeping.
3. Winning the lottery
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING
1. Editor
2. Forensic psychologist
3. lawyer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Europe
2. Someplace warm
3. PEI
THREE KIDS NAMES
1. I have no idea
2. I will deal with this when the time comes
3. I’ll have 5 and name them all after the beatles, regardless of gender
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Go scuba diving
2. Ride an airplane
3. See part of Europe, well the good stuff at least
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I honestly can’t think of any here.. that really surprises me
2. I guess I’ll just steal Janet’s:
3. I go to the bathroom by myself.
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I like cars based solely on if they’re pretty and a convertable
2. I giggle.. a lot
3. I cry at almost anything
THREE CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1. Richard Gere in a tuxedo
2. Jon Stewart, funny and adorable
3. I can’t think of a third at the moment
SIX PEOPLE WHO MUST TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. I have discovered lately that you should never force people to do something that you think is good for them, because you have no right judging what’s good for them so:
2. Someone who wants to
3. Someone who feels they have time
4. Someone who thinks this would be fun
5. Someone who wants to share joy with the world via a survey
6. Someone who needs to think out loud
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Christine
2. Cas
3. Curly
THREE SCREENNAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. ummm…
2. I……
3. haven’t had any?
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I’m funny
2. I’m smart
3. I care about others
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I’m indecisive
2. I can be very petty
3. I’m not always the most observant
THREE THINGS YOU ARE PICKY ABOUT
1. People eating my food
2. People who don’t do what they said they were going to do
3. People who talk about you behind your back
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. My Mom
2. My Dad
3. Those who have touched my life
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Dogs
2. What I will do at the end of school
3. Making decisions
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Reading a book
2. Checking email
3. Sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. blue shirt
2. grey pants
3. A watch
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS
1. Barenaked Ladies
2. Jan Arden
3.Mitch Hedberg (his comedy was art)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. Leaving on a Jet Plane
2. Joy to the World – Three Dog Night
3. Leeroy Brown –Frank Sinatra
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT YEAR
1. Getting a new job
2. Get my G
3. Be more assertive
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP1
. Comfort.
2. Endless conversations
3. Specialness
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am bendy
2. I like pizza
3. I love peas
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS THAT APPEAL TO YOU ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. Size, broader than me
2. Nice hair
3. Nice smile
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1. Give up
2. surrender
3. speak portugese, but that may be for lack of trying
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Reading
2. Bike riding
3. Going for quite walks
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO BE DOING REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Studying
2. Sleeping.
3. Winning the lottery
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING
1. Editor
2. Forensic psychologist
3. lawyer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Europe
2. Someplace warm
3. PEI
THREE KIDS NAMES
1. I have no idea
2. I will deal with this when the time comes
3. I’ll have 5 and name them all after the beatles, regardless of gender
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Go scuba diving
2. Ride an airplane
3. See part of Europe, well the good stuff at least
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I honestly can’t think of any here.. that really surprises me
2. I guess I’ll just steal Janet’s:
3. I go to the bathroom by myself.
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I like cars based solely on if they’re pretty and a convertable
2. I giggle.. a lot
3. I cry at almost anything
THREE CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1. Richard Gere in a tuxedo
2. Jon Stewart, funny and adorable
3. I can’t think of a third at the moment
SIX PEOPLE WHO MUST TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. I have discovered lately that you should never force people to do something that you think is good for them, because you have no right judging what’s good for them so:
2. Someone who wants to
3. Someone who feels they have time
4. Someone who thinks this would be fun
5. Someone who wants to share joy with the world via a survey
6. Someone who needs to think out loud
Friday, April 01, 2005
Good couple of days
I'm willing to declare Wednesday and Thursday a success.
Wednesday I wrote my last test of the year (it went badly, but I think I'll recover). But I got an assignment back and got an 83! Yes! And I had thought I had done badly.
I also got elected treasurer for next year on my floor.
Thursday was fun because I had nothing to do. I got to poll clerk for a friend of mine and met new people. Then I had pizza for dinner and watched the movie Robots.
I was really excited for Robots... it was... ok. No Monster's Inc. though.
Tonight will be interesting, probably stressful. Today is a day of running errands. Hopefully all goes well today, then I can relax a little.
Wednesday I wrote my last test of the year (it went badly, but I think I'll recover). But I got an assignment back and got an 83! Yes! And I had thought I had done badly.
I also got elected treasurer for next year on my floor.
Thursday was fun because I had nothing to do. I got to poll clerk for a friend of mine and met new people. Then I had pizza for dinner and watched the movie Robots.
I was really excited for Robots... it was... ok. No Monster's Inc. though.
Tonight will be interesting, probably stressful. Today is a day of running errands. Hopefully all goes well today, then I can relax a little.
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